"I pack my case. I check my face.
I look a little bit older.
I look a little bit colder.
With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer.
I move a little bit closer."
I'm counting down to the day I'm getting out of this nightmare - 3 more months.
And also counting down to the day i start my new journey. 9 years to go yet I know I'm moving a little bit closer :) Leaving behind everything in the past, all feelings and memories. Leaving behind my chemical-stained labcoats and saying hello to my scrubs.
Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. Its a long adventure for me and I chose to walk alone.
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.
P.S: "There is room at the table for a party of one. And sometimes "just one" is the perfect fit" :)