"Get up and keep trying" ... Uhm. Lau roi ko co' cam giac nhu vay. Thoi gian wa, moi la^`n ra khoi lab, di bo ve nha`, lo`ng nang triu va ko the na`o cuoi duoc. Labmate once asked "where is your smile Nick?"
Da lau roi, co le cu~ng tu nam IV, ko ve nha` tu lab luc 2-3h sang ma` la.i di nhanh + vua di vua cuoi nhu 1 thang dien. Tren duong ve co`n nghe 1 drunkard singing "Mr. Lonely" song. Neu la` mi`nh 1 va`i ngay truoc, co' le lo`ng se nang triu. Hom nay thi` la.i thay vui cuoi va lac quan.
Thoi gian qua, co le mi`nh da~ doi xu voi mi`nh te^. wa'. Suy nghi nhieu, buo^`n nhieu de roi mat di su lac quan and hoa`i bao.
Da lau roi, su lac quan va` ti'nh ganh dua ko tro ve nhieu nhu vay. "Doing well is not enough, need to try harder to be at the top and Im not going to lose to anyone"
"when the past is certain to be left to collect dust, they will only be able to open into the future"
I've promised myself that i'd never let me down. if i fall, i'll just get up & try again!
Mourning period is over. Time to get up and face reality.
p.S: Thanks Ng for that conversation. It really woke me up