Three months and 10 days is not a long time, not a short time either. I've treasured every moments. It has probably been one of the happiest time of my stupid busy life..
I know it was coming and I expected it. The feelings that you can't be there for the one you love, you can't do anything for her is killing. By the end what is the point of loving someone if you see them suffered and couldn't do anything.
We're not living for ourselves only. Even though we have tried our best, there are some times we can't put everything under our own control. It is probably the best solution at this time though love is still there in our heart
Time will judge whether it's a right one or not. And we blame on fate... yes... it's fate.
Fate. Fate decides everything for us. If fate brought people together, then fate separates them,
then only fate might bring people back again. Just hope one day, two separate ways will merge into each other and we can walk along again.
Wonder why all my good things and memories tie to the US. It happened so many times.
2001: missed a ship
2003: a person
2004: missed another ship
2008: when I decided to stay in Canada and turned down all the offers, a special one appeared in my life
They came and they were gone out of his reach. F*** you US. i guess i have some undone business with US and probably will settle it down one day... i will ... 6 years from now, I will be done with Canada then I'm moving.
Having been through for 5- 6 years, i learned a lesson: "Time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." Yes... I've always treasured every happy moment i have because I know it's gone very fast. That's my fate and I always believe I will change it. A pursuit of happyness has never been easy and will not be.
LIFE ALWAYS SUCKS. Yet life is worth living, life is worth fighting for, happiness if worth fighting for… just have to keep the faith and going... A long way to pursuit the happyness.
I will close this blog by a favorite quote:
"Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be. Let's smile to solve every problems in life and love more because love is good in feeling, even if you are always being hurt. It is better to be hurt by love than not loving at all”.
I'm damn optimistic :)
