Thank you for everything

I guess i never let you know how appreciate i was for your love. This entry is for you, HMSR.

It was a fantasy, a dream came true.
It was the day that I met you.
I keep you though within my dreams,
Eternal soul mate, so it seems.

Sweet memories

Three months and 10 days is not a long time, not a short time either. I've treasured every moments. It has probably been one of the happiest time of my stupid busy life..
I know it was coming and I expected it. The feelings that you can't be there for the one you love, you can't do anything for her is killing. By the end what is the point of loving someone if you see them suffered and couldn't do anything.
We're not living for ourselves only. Even though we have tried our best, there are some times we can't put everything under our own control. It is probably the best solution at this time though love is still there in our heart
Time will judge whether it's a right one or not. And we blame on fate... yes... it's fate.
Fate. Fate decides everything for us. If fate brought people together, then fate separates them,
then only fate might bring people back again. Just hope one day, two separate ways will merge into each other and we can walk along again.
Wonder why all my good things and memories tie to the US. It happened so many times.
2001: missed a ship
2003: a person
2004: missed another ship
2008: when I decided to stay in Canada and turned down all the offers, a special one appeared in my life
They came and they were gone out of his reach. F*** you US. i guess i have some undone business with US and probably will settle it down one day... i will ... 6 years from now, I will be done with Canada then I'm moving.

Having been through for 5- 6 years, i learned a lesson: "Time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." Yes... I've always treasured every happy moment i have because I know it's gone very fast. That's my fate and I always believe I will change it. A pursuit of happyness has never been easy and will not be.

LIFE ALWAYS SUCKS. Yet life is worth living, life is worth fighting for, happiness if worth fighting for… just have to keep the faith and going... A long way to pursuit the happyness.

I will close this blog by a favorite quote:
"Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be. Let's smile to solve every problems in life and love more because love is good in feeling, even if you are always being hurt. It is better to be hurt by love than not loving at all”.

I'm damn optimistic :)

Optimism

Some ppl choose a short journey...
Some instead opt for a long one.
Among "long journey" passengers...some ppl decide to go by their own..and they need- they're almost craving - that personal touch
It feels like climbing a mountain...either manage to reach the top or risk a major fall. No one ever makes it to the top without totally risking falling to the very bottom... to make to the top, sometimes u have to lessen the load u're carrying...and the decision to unload something is not an easy decision... and know that making decision requires trading off one thing for another...

It just climbed a small mountain not long ago. It met other climbers along the way... some were its enemies, some were its friends, some were more than friends. Some offered to go with it. It thought "no... they will slow you down". It passed ppl by. It was great to reach the top, yet it was too painful to go by itself.

It's not complaining, not well-prepared...its scared that it will not have enough courage and motivation...A trip to Vietnam has motivated me 'cz it realizes that there is no return.
And It's eager to get back to Canada to face the reality.
For as long as there is a dream, there is hope. It was awesome to finish the first journey with head up high.
it will be a dream to make a dream come true...
Cant afford to slow down.
It must keep moving forward.... However, it is not alone this time.

"having a relationship and building up ur career can be done at the same time. It would be harder but it would be more enjoyable!!! "

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Copied from superman's blog


Đi vòng vòng lượm được cái này, thấy nó hay, đáng để đọc, để lên để lâu lâu tự động viên mình dzậy


Chúng ta ngừng vui chơi bởi vì chúng ta đã già, nhưng thật ra chúng ta già bởi vì chúng ta không vui chơi nữa. Chỉ có năm bí quyết để giữ mình trẻ mãi, hạnh phúc và đạt được thành công.

Thứ nhất, các bạn hãy vui cười lên và tìm kiếm sự hài hước trong cuộc sống hằng ngày.

Thứ hai, các bạn hãy xem mỗi ngày là một ngày mới với những điều mới mẻ. Ai sống bằng quá khứ, định kiến của ngày hôm qua sẽ không có cơ hội tin và hiểu con người. Các bạn hãy trải lòng với những người có thể chia sẻ được. Hãy kiên trì, tin vào tâm hồn con người và đừng nhìn vào một lỗi lầm nào đó để phá bỏ tất cả những gì tốt đẹp sẽ đến trong tương lai. Các bạn đừng ngại mạo hiểm để thay đổi cuộc sống.

Thứ ba, các bạn phải có một mơ ước, một khát vọng. Khi các bạn đánh mất những mơ ước đó, các bạn sẽ chết. Đã có quá nhiều người trong chúng ta chết theo kiểu ấy và họ thậm chí cũng không biết đến điều đó!

Thứ tư, có sự khác biệt lớn giữa việc trở nên già hơn và trưởng thành. Nếu bạn 19 tuổi và nằm trên giường suốt một năm trời mà không làm được điều gì hữu ích, bạn sẽ thành 20 tuổi. Nếu tôi 87 tuổi và cứ nằm trên giường suốt một năm và không làm bất cứ điều gì, tôi vẫn sẽ trở thành một bà cụ 88 tuổi. Bất cứ người nào cũng phải lớn lên và già đi. Nhưng điều đó không làm mất đi tài năng và khả năng của các bạn. Vấn đề là trưởng thành bằng cách luôn luôn tìm được cơ hội để thay đổi.

Thứ năm, đừng bao giờ nuối tiếc. Người trưởng thành thường không nuối tiếc về những gì mình đã làm mà sẽ nuối tiếc về những gì mình đã không làm. Chỉ những người sợ chết mới hay nuối tiếc.

“Không bao giờ quá trễ để thực hiện tất cả những gì mà bạn có thể làm được trong đời.”



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Entry for September 13, 2008

1. You only live once so live your life fully. tOmoRRow might never come... u would never know
2. Dont give up your dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
3. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
4. Anything worth having in life is worth working hard for, and is worth fighting for.
If getting that degree means something to you, then don't roll over and cry uncle without even trying.

"One cannot know true love if they have not known true emptiness"
[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEySddOuU5Q&hl=en&fs=1]

:)

Joy or happiness, its within yourself. Whatever will be, will be. In the end, we're just human.

"Never knowing,
we're shocking but we're nothing,
we're just moments, we're clever but we're clueless,
we're just human, amusing and confusing.

We're trying, but where is this all leading?
We'll never know,
We'll never know."

P.S: thnx. MU (TM) :)





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Logic versus Emotion

Some of the most important decisions in life come down to a battle between logic and emotion. - two constrasting elements of the human psyche.
If you had to, which one would you choose?

Entry for May 11, 2008

This September is gonna be exciting. A 2nd journey in my 23rd year of life on this earth will begin.
September is a time to look forward to starting new lab, encountering new ppl, driving a new car, relocating to a new city and applying for P.R
Overall, the month of September is going to be freaking sweet!

Currently: working in the lab, finishing the first order of chemicals for UWO, and T.Aing
I just booked the airplane ticket on June 16... i'm going to Vietnam for 2ish months..

Wishing for one careless moment

Future seemed closer but yet always far
The roads were black holes and vision not clear
I want to live now without any obligations and fear.
I hate the way because I never knew the destination
And now that I can see the destination but yet I cannot find my way
I happen to die everyday
I wake up for self-destruction in every little way.