I finally read a message Nguyen sent me a week ago. It left me a lot of thinkings.
Yet there is nothing i might change 'cz life is not as simple as it seems to be.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sunday March 29, 2009
I guess i have never written any post to show how much I appreciate for everything my parents have done for me. A single post is probably never enough.
Although we don't communicate quite often and i sometimes feel there is a gap between I and my parents, i know that they always watch my back and fully support me no matter what i do.
LOVE YOU, MOM AND DAD
^_^
Talking to my dad yesterday made me realize many things and realize how much they love me and willing to sacrifice for me. Even though the current financial situation at home is not good, they are still behind me and fully support me to pursue my dream.
What can I do? "working hard to live my dream and fulfill a promise". I cant let them down.
The next four years are going challenging in terms of mentality and also finance. I'm trying to save every single penny and I'm quite surprised at the amount of money i have accumulated for the past 2 months :) "Live within your means" one said.
I'm going to make it ^_^
Although we don't communicate quite often and i sometimes feel there is a gap between I and my parents, i know that they always watch my back and fully support me no matter what i do.
LOVE YOU, MOM AND DAD
^_^
Talking to my dad yesterday made me realize many things and realize how much they love me and willing to sacrifice for me. Even though the current financial situation at home is not good, they are still behind me and fully support me to pursue my dream.
What can I do? "working hard to live my dream and fulfill a promise". I cant let them down.
The next four years are going challenging in terms of mentality and also finance. I'm trying to save every single penny and I'm quite surprised at the amount of money i have accumulated for the past 2 months :) "Live within your means" one said.
I'm going to make it ^_^
Entry for March 29, 2009
"Sometimes I feel
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am"
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am"
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Saturday March 28, 2009
A nightmare (should I call it daymare 'cz its already 10AM?) woke me up. The same nightmare have been following me for the past 4-5 years. Its all about exams. yet its slightly different this time.
"I had four exams in one day and two days left to study. I even rememberd what the subjects were? they were Math, History and Geo. I was panic, phoned around to seek help and ran to the library. On the way there, i passed by a random person and he shared his dinner with me : a simple meal of rice and roast chicken - my favorite. I was eating and worried about the exams coming next. My heart kept beating very fast until the point i couldnt stand it anymore" Waking up just to realize that I'm in graduate school now and its just a pure nightmare. I breath deeply and its such a sigh of relief... Pressure pressure and pressure.. Wonder when I will be able to take it off my shoulder.
And you, my dear! how are you doing? I miss you. It has been a million year since the last time we talked. I just wanted to know how you were doing. Finding around to realize all our connections but "Nguyen" were terminated. I wonder what happened. Is it my fault? I guess its no one's fault. It just happened.
And for C! Thank you for being such a good friend and for your dinner :) You are such a caring and nice girl that I believe whoever can be your bf will be a lucky man.
"I had four exams in one day and two days left to study. I even rememberd what the subjects were? they were Math, History and Geo. I was panic, phoned around to seek help and ran to the library. On the way there, i passed by a random person and he shared his dinner with me : a simple meal of rice and roast chicken - my favorite. I was eating and worried about the exams coming next. My heart kept beating very fast until the point i couldnt stand it anymore" Waking up just to realize that I'm in graduate school now and its just a pure nightmare. I breath deeply and its such a sigh of relief... Pressure pressure and pressure.. Wonder when I will be able to take it off my shoulder.
And you, my dear! how are you doing? I miss you. It has been a million year since the last time we talked. I just wanted to know how you were doing. Finding around to realize all our connections but "Nguyen" were terminated. I wonder what happened. Is it my fault? I guess its no one's fault. It just happened.
And for C! Thank you for being such a good friend and for your dinner :) You are such a caring and nice girl that I believe whoever can be your bf will be a lucky man.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tuesday March 17, 2009
I got a greenlight to head South for med school and also got accepted. The biggest problem - financial support- has been solved. If everything runs smoothly as expected, im going to leave Canada at the end of this year and ready for a new challenge.
The next four years are gonna be tough, full of challenge and fun. I know i will be able to make it 'cz its my dream.
Dont give up, Nick.Being able to fulfill that dream is not easy and you're almost there.
Be strong, head up and be optimistic.
"Noi oi. Con sap hoa`n thanh duoc loi hua voi Noi roi. Noi o tren do' phu` ho cho con hen! Con nho Noi nhieu lam"
The next four years are gonna be tough, full of challenge and fun. I know i will be able to make it 'cz its my dream.
Dont give up, Nick.Being able to fulfill that dream is not easy and you're almost there.
Be strong, head up and be optimistic.
"Noi oi. Con sap hoa`n thanh duoc loi hua voi Noi roi. Noi o tren do' phu` ho cho con hen! Con nho Noi nhieu lam"
Tuesday March 17, 2009
Thật khó để nói lời chia tay mọi người...Có người bảo chia tay là khoảnh khắc nặng nề nhất của cuộc đời, nhất là chia tay người mình yêu thương...nhưng nếu chia tay trong hp thì đáng lắm chứ...Chia tay không phải là ngừng yêu thương.Cũng như thất bại chỉ là sự trì hoãn thành công, là thành công đến muộn mà thôi.
Khi chia tay....
Có thể sẽ ko cười cùng nhau khi vui ...
Tựa vai nhau...khi buồn..
Sẽ ko đi cùng hướng..
Nhưng chia tay khôg có nghĩa là ko quan tâm tới nhau,ko lo lắng..giúp đỡ nhau.Đừng bao giờ nghĩ khi chia tay thì sẽ buồn, đó chỉ là 1 thử thách trong cuộc sống, 1 hương vị của cuộc đời, 1 sắc màu riêng.....
Thà chia tay mà trong tim có nhau
Còn hơn ở bên nhau mà lạc lõng, xa lạ
Thà chia tay mà vui vẻ cùng nhau
Còn hơn ở bên nhau mà dằn vặt lẫn nhau
Thà chia tay mà gặp nhau bình thản
Còn hơn ở bên nhau mà cứ tránh mặt nhau
Thà chia tay mà cố gắng sống tốt vì nhau
Còn hơn ở bên nhau mà ngày càng tệ đi
Chia tay không phải là bi quan
Nhưng không khuyến khích ai đang hạnh phúc mà chia tay
Vì chia tay ắt sẽ phải đau đớn ....................
"Trong cuộc sống này..ko có con đường cùng..chỉ có những ranh giới.Điều quan trọng là làm thế nào để vượt qua ranh giới đó....có thể chia tay mọi người trong thế giới này..nhưng sẽ gặp lại các bạn ...trong 1 thế giới khác....."
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