Sunday, January 18, 2009

Monday January 19, 2009

Struggle to find a way home

It has been 6 years and 6 days since he left home and went out to search for a purpose of life.
The longer he stays, the less patience he has. and he wonders how much harder he can try to find a way home.
The future seems closer, yet not clear.
The path he has chosen is probably a painful path. And so many times he regretted that choice.
If he had had a second chance, he would have chosen another path like many of his friends did.
His wish is just so simple but sounds so unattainable" just wanna go home and live a peaceful life with family and his love"
There is some unfinished business he wants to finish before heading home. So many nights he kept thinking of the way of shortening the road and he got panic because he didnt have any resource to support that fast track.
He just wishes a god would lend him 80 grands. Then he can take the express routee and finish everything in 3-4 years
Realilty is reality, it dawned on him that obstacles have always been his life.
He just doesnt know what to do

Its his life