The end is a new beginning

"I pack my case. I check my face.
I look a little bit older.
I look a little bit colder.
With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer.
I move a little bit closer."

I'm counting down to the day I'm getting out of this nightmare - 3 more months.
And also counting down to the day i start my new journey. 9 years to go yet I know I'm moving a little bit closer :) Leaving behind everything in the past, all feelings and memories. Leaving behind my chemical-stained labcoats and saying hello to my scrubs.
Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. Its a long adventure for me and I chose to walk alone.

There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.


P.S: "There is room at the table for a party of one. And sometimes "just one" is the perfect fit" :)

Monday May 18, 2009

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." From the curious case of benjamin button

I love the last two sentences. :)  only two sentences are enough to tell what my mind has been thinking and enough to motivate me to keep going.

"Tired of waiting"

"I know that you're tired of waiting
and you might have to wait a little while more
but she is on her way
and she is getting here as fast as she can"   (How i Met your mother s4 ep 23)

Saturday May 9, 2009

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DON'T GIVE UP , SMILE TO THE WORLD AND THE WORLD WILL SMILE TO YOU :) Im almost there