Winter has come back
its April already.....
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Uncertain about the future
Tired of the present
You have been running and running, trying to catch up with something that you dont even know exactly what it is..
And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious things that you have had
U gradually lose communication..... actually lines of communication are still there but it doesnt mean there will
be communication because u just simply dunno how to revive it.....
As you go, you learn that even the one person that wasnt'supposed to ever let you down probably will
even some friends whom you have always helped betrayed you... and it happened not once but several times...
its so hard for you to swallow...friends can be friends and they can become your enemy , too....and you realize that selfishness should be and is your true friend..
you realize that being so nice is a crime because you put yourself in situations where your feelings were hurt...
You realize you might be too ambitious.... happiness may be right beside you but u didnt realize it because your mind is just too complicated....
You know you must keep battling to get what you really want out of life.... but u wonder how long u can....
You wonder whether time can turn back to 2003-2004.... but in reality, it cant...
You face reality and u know u must keep walking down the path u chose.....
eventhough the hope is fading, u must keep ur head up high....
çz u believe tomorrow is gonna be a better day..... is it? you ask yourself
or u might just give up... and be an average person..... and try to be happy?? u dont know
