Saturday February 21, 2009

Feb 27th: interview day. I have been waiting for this news for almost 2-3 months and didnt get it until I came to get some mails from my uncle's house this evening.
I have been trying to save money until the end of this year. . Working in the lab is a helpful way to save money :) Cross my fingers to hope that I can borrow some extra funds. If the target is met by that day, its gonna be another 4 years working my "head" off.

Still hesitate to leave or not to leave :(

The road to home seems closer :)

"I've been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone"

Fulfilling a promise

"I am only one, but I am one.
I can't do everything, but I can do something.
The something I ought to do, I can do."

There is nothing left but a promise.
A promise is hard to fulfill but need to be fulfilled.
Getting that degree really means something, so its worth fighting for it.


Walked home at 11:45PM tonight and brisk walking in the cold made my tears roll down. Miss u a lot and hope u are doing well in heaven. A promise to you has been with me for a while and I have been chasing it. I gave up many things and also my love. That promise is so hard to be broken and i know that i wont.
Waking up tomorrow, its gonna be a new day. A new day to start fresh, to keep going and to be optimistic.




"If men aren't pursuing their dreams -- if we're not chasing the "who we are,"
the "what we do," and the "how much we make," we're doomed. Dead. But the moment
that we figure out the puzzle and feel like our dreams are taking shape, new
life breathes into us -- it makes us vibrant, enthuses, and animates us." Steve Harvey

A promise

It is a brand new day. A chance of a new beginning. Its time to forget the shame and regrets, and start fresh. With chin up high and chest wide open! Lets sprout our wings and soar into the limitless sky of Dreams and Hope.

Tuesday February 10, 2009

He hesitated to run away because he knew he still loved her a lot. Not until he read those blogs and their comments, he realized that it was time to move on. He got hurt when he found it out yet all he could do is wishing her happiness with that new one (or old one?).

Its now back to his life.
He started falling in love with lab again
His love for winter has come back and also those lonely brisk walks in the cold.
He froze his heart and promised himself to keep it frozen till he achieve his goal...
Its gonna be a long journey but this time he is not scared anymore because he knows he can walk alone.
And once again, he stays away from viet ppl.