Monday, February 19, 2007

Monday February 19, 2007

We've been told over, and over, that these years at school are supposed to be the best of our lives... if i remember who told me, i might kill them ....
 it seems like some sort of bitter inside joke that those who have gone through it are playing on us, convincing us that its true...
skool is a bitch.... and we are just like timing bombs ready to explode anytime... anyone who thinks otherwise is a freaking liar, or isnt working hard enough...
Since i chose this path, i must walk to the end of it.... no matter what happens, no matter how much happiness i've lost... life is tough  yet dont wanna give up.. or is it too late to give up?? pride, confidence and arrogrance built up until the point that i cant quit.. .quitting then i have nothing left.... just keep walking down  the path,head up high... going and dunno where the future lies...
Made so many mistakes along the way... lost so many precious things and also lost someone.... its time to face the past without regret and prepare for the future without fear. fear ?? yes.. fear of failing, fear of starting over again, fear of exploring new things, meeting new ppl ... i am just tired and bored... run so fast and its time to slow down... take things calmly...

Impossible n'est pas français.  yes, cant is not an option anymore....